comparing

it's hard not to compare. i compare myself to others in so many different ways. and now that i'm a mom, i have yet another area in which to compare. in relation to other kids, how is caleb sleeping... eating... crying... growing... learning... talking... moving... etc, etc, etc. the fact is, everyone is different and that's the way it's supposed to be. i want to love my little man for who he is and not think about how he compares (because obviously he would be superior in every way...) to others.